There is much going on here.
Wedding planning, haying, farming, a parlor and music room renovation.
There is stuff everywhere-
on the front porch, in the living room, and in the hallway.
The rooms have needed work for years.
Neglected in the stream of life.
But now.
It’s time.
The rooms have been emptied and the wallpaper taken down.
And in the corner have sat Elijah’s drums.
They have gathered dust and been pushed to the corner.
They have become a catchall for random items.
They have sat.
Unused.
Neglected.
It’s been 8 years since they have been played by their master.
It’s been 8 years since the music has been silenced;
the beat of the drum forever quieted.
Until now.
Today, they were re-homed.
It’s time.
I had placed a post on face book of my intentions for them to be used.
We had many replies, but one stuck out most of all.
Elijah’s girlfriends father.
He plays the drums too.
They had that in common.
It was a wonderful thing.
His response touched my heart.
He wants to take them and repair them.
He wants to clean them up.
He wants us to know where they are and that they are being used.
You see.
He gets it.
He too loved Elijah.
His heart broke along with so many others on the night we had unexpected visitors.
So, it’s only fitting that the drums now have a new home with him.
I helped load the drums in the car.
We stood in the yard and watched him drive away.
The tears didn’t come.
There was a contented peace.
It’s time.
I walked back to the house.
We needed to get ready to go out.
We were going to be late.
I needed to do the next thing.
We will continue to take off the wallpaper and redo the music room.
I don’t know how I will feel when we replace all the furniture.
For now, I am content.
Elijah’s drums that he loved so much have a new home, a new purpose.
It’s time.
KimDolan says
I have tears! What a great place for Elijah’s drums. They will be treasured !
DavisFarm says
What a blessing. Hugs.
Laurie says
Lovey story, Tammy. You have listened to the timing you’ve needed in the healing. Because of it, the drums will also heal and be heard again. So exciting to have a upgrade in the old farmhouse. So much in the future to look forward to; so much in the past to remember with love and grace. It was the 15 year anniversary of the EES shooting yesterday. Lots of unwanted vivid memories flooding back. I reminded Sarah how blessed we were to be spared that day and watch our children grow up. Take care and look forward to the wedding posts.
DavisFarm says
I have been thinking of you all. I remember where I was and the frantic calls to reach Holly and find any word about you all. The shock of that day will live with you all forever. There will always be a crowd surrounding you all saying, we hear you, we see you we can’t understand, but we will sit with you.
Tammy Lewis-Walker says
Tammy,
What great person to receive Elijah’s drums. Sending love.
DavisFarm says
Thank you. It’s so important to wait and when the timing is right, it is right. Hugs