He had only 5 days left here on this earth.  For in the early hours of July 28, 2013 he would meet his Savior. I wasn't there. He left home excited to see his girl friend. He looked into my eyes; those baby blues. He said, "Bye, don't worry." The next time I saw him, he was still; lifeless,  in a pine box.   I live each day without my oldest son.  I work each day to seek the good God has given to us. Grief never leaves.  It's here to stay. But what I do with that grief is my choice.  With God's help I am learning to trust, to live, to praise. My eyes flutter open to the ... View Post