This might be due to the fact that we have a financial appointment in 2 hours
I have seen in the past few months. . .but not quite sure where.
but not my ability to be easily distracted.
We have assignments.
And I like that.
I think I have mentioned a few too many times how chilly I might be in the mornings.
So, tonight, I will have heat.
And when I wake in the morning, maybe I will be a little more eager to get out of bed.
So, I have tried to write a whole post without mentioning Elijah.
But I can’t.
Because I think about him all day.
Everywhere I turn there are memories of him.
And every breath I take hurts.
I still don’t know what this life is supposed to look like without him.
I gaze at his pictures. . .
I reach to touch.
How I long for just another moment.
During the summer, as I prepared for him to leave for boot camp and military life,
I began keeping a journal of bible verses to write to him; to encourage him while he was gone.
Now, they encourage me. . .
Here are a few.
It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect.
Your Word is a lamp to my feet.
I life my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
The maker of Heaven and Earth.
And in my darkest hour, Elijah, I tell myself. . .I’ll see you again. . .
Miss you with all my heart.