How to do dinner.
What the table looks like.
His car in the driveway.
All how to live without my son.
God has ordained.
Not my will.
And so I learn.
While my heart misses.
I open my heart to the will of the Father.
A young teen plays Elijah’s drum set at church.
A young man unaware of the story.
Playing to Worship.
The same God.
All for His Glory.
So I learn, to trust more.
Rest where there is chaos.
Quiet when the screams seek to find a voice.
A purpose beyond what I can see.