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How The Doors To This Farm House Were Flung Open Wide And Grace Walked In

16 Dec

The doors to this farmhouse were flung open wide yesterday.  I hadn't done any planning or baking, or even sent invitations. I had gone to the grave. My Aunt had purchased wreaths from the girls. The shipping to Florida was more than the wreath. So she wanted  me give them to someone that might be in need of cheering up this Season. I had decided early on to put one of the wreaths at Elijah's grave.  I leaned into the pain. I breathed in deep the fresh air and wrote in the snow;  Miss You. Because with every fiber of my being, I do.  I head back home.  I ... View Post

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Remembering Sandy Hook

14 Dec

To touch your face. To hear your voice I listen for sounds on the stair that only you made. I lie in bed and run through the night you died over and over; I sent you a text, I woke at 11 and noticed you still weren't home. . . in those moments you were alive. Those moments threaten to haunt me.  I struggle to know the answers. I struggle to find purpose. . .how do you live life without your son? What do you do with the memories? Where do you go when the hurt threatens to engulf? Today is the anniversary of the Sandy Hook shootings. Don't we all remember exactly ... View Post

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When Life Isn’t Fair

13 Dec

It's not fair they shout! I'm making them clean up their school books. But I have interrupted their game playing. And they shout at me. Yes, those cute little girls. They shout; it's NOT fair.  And I think back to Elijah's funeral and Glenn's proclamation that it isn't fair. Oh how right he was. It's not fair. There is nothing about this journey that's fair.  There's nothing fair about my mom having cancer for 9 years and dying at 69. Or the memory thief storming dad's doors in his 50's and setting up permanant camp at 71. It isn't fair that our land flooded and ... View Post

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How To Find Peace In The Advent Season When Your Heart Is Breaking

12 Dec

What joy, what peace Has come to us What hope what help  what love The day begins with a visit from a stranger; now friend. A shared bond of sons torn from us; so young. Our friendship solidified when my unsolicited membership to the world of grief began. Her visit helps in the steps to move forward in this journey. I hesitate to say heal. This gaping wound may fill in; but the scars will remain, changing our appearance for all time.  We talk about hard things.  We listen.  She, further down the road on this journey.  Still a mama with her flesh and bones ... View Post

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How A Car Ride Can Turn Into A Fiasco, In Less Than A Minute

11 Dec

So, we ventured out to do our Annual visit Santa trek.  Each year we head to the mall, we have dinner out, (this is a big deal for us) and do a little shopping. I am usually frustrated. There are crowds and lots of people; did I mention crowds?  We eat dinner together as a family, which is wonderful but also so expensive.  I spend much time thinking how I can save by cooking at home and  what that money could have gone too.  Even though I have set money aside each week, all year, to do this.  The shopping is crazy because there are 7 of us and this ... View Post

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