Davis Farm and Guest House

Vermont Family Owned Dairy Farm | Country Farm Guest House | Family Recipes | Stories of Faith, Love, and Family

Dear God,

Dear God,
     I find myself in a deep place today. My first thoughts are usually to bring praise and Glory to your name. It is the habit established for more than 20 years now. My first thoughts when my eyes flutter open are to praise you. . .no matter how I feel. Today. . .I opened my eyes and pushed through the raw grief; the weight that threatens to engulf. I look for you. It is rainy and dark out. I know this day will be a struggle. I cry for this all to not be. I am weary and worn.

         There are so many holding us up and we are so grateful for that. But some days are just going to be hard. And I look to you God. And I remember your  promises.

  Matthew 11:28-30 
Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, 
and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, 
for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you shall find rest for your souls. 
“For My yoke is easy, and My load is light.”

     So, I am laying my burdens down. I give you all my tears and sorrows because this burden is too much to carry. . .the weight is crushing. You have laid me bare with the loss of my flesh and blood. The child from my womb. Yet, I know from the beginning of creation you had numbered his days. 

Psalm 139:16 
Your eyes saw my unformed body;
 all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.



    So take me LORD. Mold me into the vessel you need me to be. Smooth my rough edges. Help me to be more like you in all I do. I am tired and I am weary. My soul cries for your comfort. 



Isaiah 40:29
He gives strength to the weary, And to him who lacks might, He increases power.


I am worn. . .Let me know the struggle ends.  . .
that you can mend a heart that’s frail and torn. 

Comments

  1. Mary says

    When you are shod in the Gospel you just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Lifting you up in prayer every day, but asking for extra strength on days like today.
    Love you!