I seek peace
We don’t have to wait 3 more days for the results.
A mistake; used to give us answers.
I don’t even know what to pray.
I brace myself.
A peace descends. No matter what.
God will see us through.
The scans are clear.
My farmer smiles.
He puts his head in his hands. He just wants to lay down.
He’s so tired.
The joy thief strong today.
I try to make myself feel joy.
It’s not there. Not yet.
But right now;
I feel like a spring that was just sprung.
I am tired. I am worn.
This has been a battle.
I have fought with everything I have.
God has equipped us with all we need.
For it is only in my weakness that I am strong.
It is His power manifested in us.
The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”
I am bone weary.
The relief we get is from the strength found in the Lord.
It is breathing deep.
It is seeking the quiet and perfecting the listening.
It is the hope.
Hope that there is a future.
Hope that this winter laden earth will yield to Spring time again.
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden,
and I will give you rest.
The war wages on.
But there is a calm.
When putting one foot in front of the other is your goal for the day.
What do you do?